Life is coming back: An update from Dana Walsh

dana_tim.jpg Today is my one year wedding anniversary. Yes, I married that beautiful man in the film. Timothy Tobias. Life is good. If someone were to tell me five years ago that I would be diagnosed with Lyme disease, leave my job, run out of money, tour with U2, move to Seattle, meet Dr. Klinghardt, have friends cover treatments, be in a movie, marry a Canadian and turn 40 in Vegas, I would have said, "Yeah right, and our next president will be an awakened black man!" But it is all true. That's life isn't it? Things do turn around. I never thought I would get out of the Lyme hole (as I call it). Felt like I was walking along one day and suddenly fell into a black hole--dark and deep and no one knew I was gone. Year after year, I would shout out for help--scraping the walls with my fingernails trying to get a hold of something that would move me towards the light of salvation, only to slip back down into the dark again and again. I learned to surrender to the dark, but never take my eyes off the light above. And one day a man appeared with a rope. He showed me how to get out. The film ends where my treatment with Dr. Klinghardt begins. Now, two and a half years later, I am about 85% better. I'm not sure I will ever be "normal" and that is okay. Some days I feel like it never happened, and yet others I feel like it's day one. Still, overall, I am good. I bounce back quickly and have an education on how to restore my body to a balanced state. I am often asked about what my experience has been with Dr. Klinghardt. To this I always say: If a person is ready to face this illness--body, mind and spirit, then Dr. Klinghardt can help; otherwise, we know there isn't a cure, and recovery is a very personal, day to day journey. And in regards to antibiotics, he uses whatever is needed at the time. After ten years of Lyme, I've cleaned up and simplified my life. I have retreated deep into my soul and now I stand guard for everything that goes into body and mind. Whatever I have lost to Lyme I have gained ten-fold into my spirit. Life is coming back to me and I am so grateful. Be well, xoDana

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Dana, I have a question at

Dana, I have a question at around 32:26 of the film you are sitting in the venue and you wince, is this because you get like a head rush sensation and feel as if you are going to black out?

Lyme disease a real struggle

Lyme disease a real struggle in every sense of the word. Your body is struggling to fight the disease and it can become defenseless for other problems. Candida is just one example here. Pay attention girls to that too, when your body is weak the risk of getting Candida grows, you should be aware of that. Threelac often helps if you use it from the beginning.

Congrats to you and Timothy!

Congrats to you and Timothy! I am so happy to hear that you found someone to love and to love you! That is a true blessing!

Your story touched me deeply.

Your story touched me deeply. I watched this movie on Netflix last night. Never had heard of it. Since 1993 I have suffered severe debilitating illness off and on ever since, with 1 or 2 months in between bouts. Dozens of tests and doctors, and 18 years later I am still searching for answers. Thought perhaps it was accute Candida and about 50 other problems. Everything from CFS to some rare kind of mild epilepsy. I saw your descriptions of how you felt in the movie.."YOU look fine".."If you had any idea the pain I'm in" and "I feel like I am runing on adrenalin. When the tour is over..". Your descriptions where the sort that my parents and friends heard me say hundreds of times. Right there the film got my attention. Then some of the others in the film got me thinking further. Your journey though stuck with me because it hit home when you talked about how hard it was in your case because on the outside you looked fine but on the inside you were in a place of unbelievable suffering and torment. That is my story too and has been for 18 years. For the past 15 years I have been seeing a psychiatrist and a therapist. They keep trying to push their drugs on me and I don't get better at all. I have argued with them from the begining that I don't think my problem was just anxiety or depression because I think in my entire life I have only had one real anxiety attack. I never or rarely ever get depressed either. I am always a fighter and push onward and try anything under the sun. But your story hit home. I felt like someone out there knows what it was like to suffer like I did. I can't thank you enough for opening up to the world and being willing to tell your story. I kept thinking about your story and the stories of some of the other victims of this terrible disease, and I suddenly remembered that in 1992 I found a large bloated, light brown tick stuck to the back of my leg. It took tweezers and a very hard tug to pry the parasite off my leg. About 7 months later I began to get very severe symptoms but never thought it had anything to do with the Tick at all. I had forgotten all about it until last night. I contacted my mother and asked if she remembered the Tick and she did remember it, so it wasn't my imagination. I thought maybe I had not remembered correctly. Around 1997 I think I was tested for Lyme and was told the test was negative. Now I think I want to try and seek tests and help for Lyme if indeed I have it. But based on the film it's clearly going to be a very long journey if I do indeed have it. And Stockton, ca. Where I live has to be about the worst place to seek any real help. Anyway your story and those of a few of the others in the film opened my eyes to new hope. I am very pleased to read the update on your progress. Sad that your not totally cured after all this time, but 85% must be a major relief for you. And your journey led you to a great husband too! Awesome news!. If you can get through your ordeal then I know there is still hope for me too. Thanks again for sharing your story. It really gave me genuine hope.

I'm so sorry you get married

I'm so sorry you get married !

I felt in love with you while watching this movie LOL !!!

Huge Thx for telling us your story

Keep it up, Dana ! 

Forwarded as requested

Forwarded as requested

Dana, The last time I wrote

Dana, The last time I wrote to you, was in 1987. We were High School classmates back then. Your life's journey has more than likely washed those faint memories away. You were an amazing girl back then-and an amazing woman now. I was unaware of where life had taken you, or what hand you were dealt. You were a dream in my life, but your life became a nightmare. Cruel hands prey on the beautiful. Your strength is inspiring-your story is powerful. Thank you for letting the world see your pain so that others may suffer less. The saying "beauty is only skin deep" is not always the truth. You are beautiful to your core. Congratulations on your marriage but more importantly, on your life.

Hi Dana, Congratulations on

Hi Dana, Congratulations on your wedding. I'm so happy for you and that you're feeling better. It was so sad to see you so ill in the film. My husband contracted Lyme in 2007 but luckily I found a Lyme Literate Doctor in upstate New York. My husband is so much better and he had 3 co-infections on top of it. Anyway, we have shown the film so many times and have a created a Lyme Disease Support Group in Saratoga Springs, NY. The film is so powerful and I'm just so glad that you are better. Take care and stay well. Take care, Linda Bedell-Kwiatkowski

Thanks for your message of

Thanks for your message of hope. I blogged about it: http://www.spirochicks.com/2009/11/lyme-pushes-you.html

I am so glad to hear things

I am so glad to hear things are going well for you! Watching the film, I felt like we were in the same boat. While you were working for U2, I was struggling/working myself into the ground for an NBC show. It is so strange to look completely normal but be in so much pain. I had no really met or heard of anyone who seemed to have some of the same major lyme problems that I did/do. This gives me so much hope. You deserve the best in life and in health. I hope everything continues to be wonderful for you and you just keep getting better. Thank you for the hope! Thank you! -Skyler

Dana!

Dana! We missed you in San Rafael! Me, Meg, Les, Susie, Kristen and Maureen went on Weds. night and were SO touched by the movie. Incredible job to all involved! We will continue to support this very worthy cause! Wishing you ALL the BEST always!!! ~Lisa D.

Dana,

Dana, I never knew it got that bad for you. I am happy to seed you found the strength to fight it off and have a recovered! Wishing continued success fighting this disease off and look forward to talking with you one day in the very near future. Your buddy from way back! Armand

Dana, thank you for sharing

Dana, thank you for sharing so much. On the film, you spoke of asking a friend how you looked and she said something like, you looked fine. And you replied something to the effect that she wouldn't believe how much pain you were in. That's where I am right now. People are supportive, but just not getting it. I look "fine" and people wouldn't believe how much I hurt. They still expect me to go places and do things because they just can't see it. It's frustrating. All the best to you. Lisa

Thank

Thank you, My husband and I just saw the movie. He has had lyme over 13 years and we just recently got an appointment with Dr. Donta. Out of all the people in the movie he related most to you. He looks o.k. from the outside but is in tremendous pain most of the time. The " How do I look? You look great." stuck with him. He really related to that. Thank you so much for telling your story it means so much to people like us. God Bless You.

Dana-

Dana- Saw the movie last night and thought you were just so inspiring. Even when you were feeling like @#$%, you could tell you had a great spirit and would prevail. So happy for you and your new life. My son is 23 and has been dealing with this since he was 19 with no real results. He is resigned to living his life with the symptoms (mainly cognitive) and is making the best of it for now. Thank you for sharing your story-- Sandy M.

Dana, you look as beautiful

Dana, you look as beautiful as you ever have. For a second there, a while back, I almost started to consider the idea that you could possibly be defeated. Silly me. You will always be a super hero to me. Thanks for existing Ryan

Dear Dana, I was so

Dear Dana, I was so happy to read of your progress!! You so deserve it. I am a 24 yr. old lyme patient who is considering going to Dr. Klinghardt in about a year and possibly moving to Seattle for this. I am making progress w/ my current doc who it took me 8 years to find, but I think she may send me to Klinghardt to figure out some pieces of the puzzle that she is finding tricky. Can you tell me where you lived when you lived in Seattle? I am looking for a mold free place since I'm sensitive to it as I know many lyme patients are. Please let me know of where you stayed (what apartment complex) and where you know of other lyme patients staying if they move out to be near Klinghardt for treatment. Also what hotel did you stay at when you went there? Thanks! Klinghardts staff is hard to get a hold of so I thought the best way to figure out housing options would be to connect with other lyme patients who went to him and you are the only one I can find thus far. My email is [email protected] May you have continued health, joy and lots of fun that you deserve! ~Beth

Hi

Hi Dana, I have seen the film about 3 or 4 times, i now own it and each time I watched it i only wanted to know if you were alright. I am so flooded with releif and feel almost giddy reading about you. I am thrilled you got married, congratulations! Best of everything and continue to feel well. you have and had in the movie the most amazing attitude. you were so positive even in your low momeants. I am in CT and I try to educate people on Lyme and people do call me when they think they or their children have Lyme and I alwasy hesitate a little bit showing them this DVD because I know the impact it had on me. I think I was lucky - had it twice and the first time was 1986 when the Yale Clinic in New Haven, said to me "You dont even have deer where you live!" what a joke... I was LUCKY I got diagnosed because noone had heard of it... so lucky... anyway so happy for you!!!!!!! Susan C. in Weston, CT where there are millions of deer.

PSS........

PSS........ So happy you are doing good... and congrats on getting married!!! ~Margie

Hi

Hi Dana... just a quick question... are you on a commercial for Canada??? Everytime I see this commercial I think it's you... looks just like you.... I think you are on a boat looking at fish... I'd love to know if this is you... thanks, Margie Ps...saw you in UOS..we are having our second community screening may 18th...

Hi

Hi Dana, Please email or call me regarding the Okanagan International Film Festival. Our email address/phone number is on the contact page at our website www.canlyme.com/contact.html Thanks. We have reporters interested in doing an interview prior to your arriving. Jim Wilson

Hi

Hi Dana, So happy to hear that you and Timothy will be at the UOS screening at the Okanagan Film Festival and I hope to meet you then! Thank you for all you do for the victims of Lyme disease.

Hello Dana - We

Hello Dana - We look forward to welcoming you and Timothy to the Okanagan Film Festival along with Andy. We are honored to have you all here and look forward to sharing our stories with you. Robbie Westgard West Kelowana, BC

Dearest Dana and

Dearest Dana and Timothy, Ahhh... what a nice surprise to hear this good news! Happy Anniversary & many more. You two make a very handsome couple. Linda Butler Oxford, CT

Can you recommend a

Can you recommend a lyme-literate doctor in Seattle? I suspect my husband has lyme disease, he's had excruciating pain in his shoulders and legs for at least ten weeks and has a hard time getting up from a couch. His doctor dismissed the idea of lyme disease, but nothing he's done has been helpful (muscle relaxant, cortisone shots, anti-inflammatory meds.) Acupuncture didn't help, either.

Dear Dana:

Dear Dana: Congratulations!! I am so happy for you! I watched your section of the film with interest and my heart went out to you. I also live in Seattle and I am recovering from Lyme. Like you, I have found a wonderful man who is supporting me in every way as I struggle to get better from this illness. Hooray for Seattle men! They are the best!

Dana:

Dana: I am glad to read you are doinng well! Congratulations!!! I watched the section in the film on you with interest, your strong spirit came through even as you suffered. I also live in Seattle and have found a man who is supporting me in every way as I struggle to get better from this illness. Hooray for Seattle men! They are the best.

Dana - You are beautiful,but

Dana - You are beautiful,but beyond the physical beauty it was a joy to see your smile throughout the movie. You persevered with a gracious and gutsy attitude. Conversely, I am a wimp. People know when I am suffering. But you are a rock and your husband found a real gem. God be with you.

Thanks Dana-- you help keep

Thanks Dana-- you help keep me going- big hugs. I want to have my son and I treated by Dr Klingardt too. Every time I read about you tears come to my eyes. Thank you thank you thank you- for being another voice when some of us have ben to weak to speak out yet.

Congratulations! and happy

Congratulations! and happy healing for this lifetime.

Dana Thanks for the

Dana Thanks for the update. I've been suffering for almost 2 years and I have a very knowledgeable LLMD here in Maryland. He knows how to treat but my liver functions spike shortly after he puts me on aggressive protocols. I feel exactly the way you did.....like I'm in a deep dark hole waiting for someone to throw me a rope. I've actually used those same words to my husband. It's great to read positive stories because that's the only way to ever believe you can get better! God Bless Barb

So beautifully written, Dana,

So beautifully written, Dana, and with great humour. I am delighted that you are so much better and wish you joy, Carry

Congratulations on your

Congratulations on your marriage and best of health. I'm sure you know there are many of us out here just like you. Thank you for sharing with us all. Monica http://www.lymefriends.com/profile/monica

Dana- Your story

Dana- Your story touched my heart. I could so relate to the fact that people had a hard time understanding your illness, as you look so healthy. When you were laying on the bed in the film, looking like there was no way you could move, I thought to myself--that is exactly how I feel sometimes! Anyway, thanks so much for sharing your story AND for the update. I am so glad you are getting your life back and so happy that things worked out with the "beautiful man" in the film.

I'm so glad to hear you are

I'm so glad to hear you are doing great. Congradulations on you new life partner. You give me hope for my own future with this horrible disease as I have just learned my daughter also has lyme and will begin treatment.

Dana, I too have

Dana, I too have Lyme and I live in Seattle. I really identified most with the way you described your symptoms. I felt like, "OH! someone who feels the same way as me" So thank you for your words, they brought clarity for me and made me feel like I wasn't alone. I have been seeing a doc in West Seattle and he has been great. If you still live here, I would enjoy meeting you and hearing more about your recovery. Congratulations on all the fabulous changes that have occurred for you! Way to stay in the light! Amy

Hi Dana, I tried

Hi Dana, I tried to contact you through a friend and they said you were not available and I am sure you have been bombarded by people so I truly understand. I was so happy to see your blog and just wanted to say thankyou for your story. I feel inspired and am in the rabbit hole and it gives me great hope to get better. I am going to be going to do some constellation work at Klinghardts which I am so excited. I have alot of stuff to unload. :) And Congratulations on your marriage. It is amazing to see your miracle happen. Take care and God bless.

Dana, I met you at one of

Dana, I met you at one of DK's healing evenings. I happened to sit next to you and you just looked into my eyes and said 'you have Lyme don't you?" Funny how we can tell with others. Anyway, I am about 90% better too! Congrats on the marriage, I am so glad you are better as well. Smooth waters and much love. DK is the warmest of souls. -Craig

You're an inspiration and

You're an inspiration and such a great person. Your spirit really comes through in the film. Congratulations on your marriage!

Dana, I so identified with ou

Dana, I so identified with ou in that film, and like you, I go to an integrative medicine doctor that uses a combination of natural healing and antibiotic therapy. I am so happy that you found such a wonderful supportive mate in Timothy. I truly believe God sent him to you. Best of luck in your battle and your marriage.

Dear Dana, I was forwarded

Dear Dana, I was forwarded your comments regarding your progress with lyme disease. My story is similar but I am not out of the woods yet. I would love to see Dr. Klinghardt, and I think he has a lot of the answers. I read everything I can get my hands on that he has written. Do you have any comments about how to get an appointment? I also understand that he does not take insuracne and of course with no $ I am very sensitive about this. Thank you and I wish you even more health! Sincerely, Sam

Dana, would you

Dana, would you PLEASE write me back.. out of all the folks with Lyme that I can best relate to, i can relate to your story more than others. I'm desperate to know how you are coping and relating with life. I'm working with a LLMD and am getting better as well. I'm a professional singer in Nashville, TN..and this crappy disease has nearly taken my life and career. I've written about it in my journal on my website and have consistently talked about this walk, this journey, but sometimes it's very hard to take. I would just love to speak to you about what you are doing specifically to make it through and wonder if you ever did IV antibiotics? How can we find out more about your personal story and protocol that you followed? thanks, lisa bevill www.lisabevill.com, also on Facebook.. do you have a facebook page?

Dana:

Dana: I watched "Under Our Skin" with great empathy for you - your desire to remain the smart, vibrate personality you know yourself to be, throttled by an awful disease; a disease that is misunderstood and greatly underestimated. A complicated story, I was diagnosed at 17 with Rheumatoid arthritis and Lupus (I am now 52). The medical establishment administered standard treatments. As the disease got worse, treatments were ratcheted up; IV drips of TNF inhibitors, oral chemo, prednisone and drugs to manage the fallout, everything from TIAs to reoccurring pneumonias. In crisis, my adrenals failed bringing me close to death. Then a physical drew fluid from my swollen body and found Lyme. Soon we'd find that my Lyme was compounded by antibiotic resistant Bartonella. But there is good news. Lyme and Bartonella are not 10 feet tall. With the right treatment over the past 16 months I have gotten my life back. I go to the gym, I am on a normal sleep schedule, I work a regular hours again and enjoy a loving home with my wife and two beautiful young kids. Lyme sufferers don't be discouraged. Diagnosis and treatments are available, and you can get better, much better. Granted, you'll have to work harder to find the right doctor; the right antibiotics and you must rule out or treat co-infections, all in a difficult political/medical environment. Dana, you have a wonderful story and I cannot thank you enough for sharing your journey. Again, my empathy runs deep. I wish you continued good health and happiness.

you are inspiring!

you are inspiring! after almost 2 yrs, a diagnosis of "possible ms" and eventually retested for lyme.....(pos)- i am looking up! and a yr ago - i saw no light at the end of the tunnel!.........been a long journey! and i take it one day at a time..............as you know! thanks for your story you share!..........encouraging to others....... may the lord bless you! Jenny

Dana Congratulation

Dana Congratulations to you and your new husband. I just want to say thank you for telling your story in Under our Skin. I saw it at the Nevada City Film festival and I am just so great full to all of you who put so much of yourselves into telling a story that needs to be heard. I have had lyme for over 20 years and am on antibiotics on and off still. So I am very great full for this film and very happy to hear how you are doing. Riki

[...] the movie I have met

[...] the movie I have met Mandy, Dana, Elise, and Kris and we have shared our stories, and not without a few tears and a good many hugs. [...]

I am so Happy for you. my

I am so Happy for you. my story is very similar I don't see much Hope but I am more worried about the kids and future Lyme patients. I hope you can be a Lyme advocate for the kids it really makes me mad when they put so much money into everything else and Lyme still gets very little attention. I wish all the best in your new marriage and Hope that you will able to live to be a 100 and tell your grand children the whole story of this Disease. Peace

Dana:

Dana: I watched the film and you were a very interesting and captivating subject in it. Thank you for leaving us an update on your recovery. We hope you will start feeling great (towards 100%) and can enjoy life to its fullest.

Beautiful....

Beautiful....
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